before & after

wir fangen an zu packen, i am not very good with that, i cannot let things go very well. i still remember when i through my skies in the big garbage container in muenchen, and they stuck out and the neighbor just broke them in half. but i was moving to iowa and iowa is FLAT...there are no mountains - that is what Bruce said and he is a native. i did not need the skier, even there was a little hill with a lift and floodlight at disco-night. i was jealous because i could not go(if i wanted). what is it with just being able to do something, even i would not really want to slope down there. what is it with things i carry with me through 3 moves and i never unwrapped it and used it? we are listening to a wise man on the computer and his thoughts about life/love and the now. i am not in the presence when i am looking at an old magazine / picture etc i am in the past - thinking about the time than, with the pain and joy whatever i connect with this *thing*. to be N O W in this single moment not in what was will be - that is a very easy smart concept to be happy. listen to Eckart Tolle what might change your life, worth the 10 minutes! i will go with this, get myself back from sad thoughts about the losses i felt here in usa and the worries about my future in italia. ich finde vielleicht auch eine deutsche version, der mann ist wirklich sehr gut.